its christmas..

today the base was shut down for christmas
but we didn't get our break for christmas
they just give us outings
except for those from rajawali squadron
because they've won the sports carnival

so.. we made a plan to go to bkt merah resort..
with 11 cars participating the convoy
give ourselves a short getaway

yea it was fun..
when seniors and juniors mixed
forget about the damn military college
we had fun

About purple

the ugly black crow just woke up this morning..
back to reality from his wonderland..
it was in his wonderland when he met his long lost purple..
purple used to be part of his life..
but now she's so far away..
and she's changed so much..

but why he keep seeing purple in his wonderland?
whenever he came to the wonderland..
and when the story was about luv..
why it has to be purple?
why not someone else?

purple left him years ago..
and deep inside he knw that he's just not the right guy for purple..
but purple keep coming to the wonderland..
and he just cant figure out the reason why..

but back in reality..
he has to face the fact..
that purple's out there chasing her dream..
and he was never part of it..

wake up, ugly black crow..
you have your own path..
your own dreams..
your own life..
wake up..

Aidiladha break..

i left alor star on friday for penang..
it took about an hour traveling by bus to reach butterworth jetty..
then i took a ferry to the other side..
blah.. blah.. blah..
what im trying to say is..
i slept at the penang international airport..
whahaha.. it was already 2100H when i reached the airport..
but my flight was at 0730H so i asked the person at the information counter
where is the nearest hotel? and she said bout 5 mins from the airport..
by walking? she said no..

i was afraid that im gonna miss my flight
she suggested me to sleep at the airport..
so.. there i was..
sleeping on a massage chair.. lol..

i bought a few reading materials though..
1 of em is a novel,
"Eagle in the Sky" ceywah~..
but after reading few chapters,
i had this feeling;
"poyo punye crite" hahah
the reason i bought it because of the image of a fighter jet at the cover..
well its true what they said..
dont judge a book by its cover..

so i flew back to kuantan on the next morning..
i saw this family.. quite familiar..
so i spoke to the father.. when we arrived in kuantan airport..
uncle nordin.. his twin children were friends of mine..
childhood friends..
we played galah panjang.. cap selipar.. rounders
every evening with my sisters..
when i was like 5-10..
i asked him bout them..
nazim is currently working with him
at his company
while nadia is now a mother!
gosh~ been a long time..

then my parents met em
n we left the airport..
finally.. with my family..

i spent most of my time with them..
then my best buddies..
those ex-smatian..
yea im glad that we're still together..
since secondary school ntil now..
i still hang out with the same faces;
opi, ami, faliq, alimi
(hashim and others wasn't there that time)

on the morning of aidiladha
i saw 3 heads beheaded..
(not actually beheaded la)
huhuhu

n the next day.. i flew back to alor star..
damn..

An Unforgiven Sin

this morning the whole squad went for obstacles training excluding me..
and my juniors went for firearms practice for few days..
so i hid myself inside a classroom doing nothing but reading a comic..

few minutes before 1000H when i almost finish reading the comic..
i heard a voice coming from behind the place i was sitting..
"cadet!"
so i thought maybe it was one of my friends trying to scare me..
in my head in would almost burst these words-
"ko nak ape siall!!?~" without looking behind..
but i had this feeling of maybe i should play safe
so i turned back..

holy crap! its the commanding officer..
the big boss in my place..
"what are you reading?" he asked..
me - comic, sir..
c.o- let me have a look..
so he checked the comic book..
c.o- why are you here?
me- i've been excused from physical training, so i dont have to go for obstacles,sir..
c.o- what happened to you?
me- i got my left tibia fractured, sir.. so i am excused from games, sports, and physical training, sir.. including boots..
c.o- when will you be recovered?
me- probably by this month the doctor will scan my leg for progress..
c.o- well then, read something beneficial
me- yes, sir..
so he hand me back the comic book.. and he left..

then few juniors came to me giving holiday pass for the whole squad..
finally i can go home.. back to my hometown for aidiladha..
although just for 5 days..

later in the evening..
i called my mom telling her the news
and asked her to get me the tickets..
the bus ticket to kuantan has already sold out..
meaning only an option left:-
"everyone can fly"

so my sis booked me flight tickets..
firefly.. which means i have to get to penang airport because there's no direct flight from AOR-KUA..
cant believe i have to spend that much again..
but its ok because i dont get the chance to go back that often..

but my battery was low so i charged it inside the classroom for a few mins..
i felt bored.. everyone was having their sports that evening..
so i kept the hp inside my bag.. and left the classroom..
i joined few people doing push ups
and later i saw my friends were walking around the base..
so i joined them.. and then we went to the basketball court..
watching some of us playing basketball..
a cool game i must say..

then i went back to the classroom..
reached my hand inside the bag..
but the hp is no longer there..
fuck! where did it i left it?
but i still remember putting the hp inside the bag after replying my sis's message.. so.. it could be stolen.. but i dont wanna put the blame on anyone but myself..
damn it.. who stole my old-model hp? the model is no longer in the market.. and i think the price is very cheap if you sell it back..

i double checked the bag.. but still the hp is no where to be found..
and i asked my friends if they see it.. but all answers were the same..
nobody seen it..

stupid.. fortunately i have another hp.. my old nokia n-gage..
each of us have more than 1 hp here in case the administration wanted to confiscate our hp, we have a dummy.. so now im using my dummy the nokia n-gage.. but i asked a friend of mine to get me new numbers.. and i will claim my old number back during this incoming break.. damn it, i really love my nokia 3250 though my friends always told me to buy a new hp..

to the thief, if you are reading this.. please gimme back my memory card because it contains lots of precious memories with high sentimental value to me..

-LD-