Sunday, May 31, 2009

leaving on a military truck (part II)

*my poyo pic.. huhu

tomorrow i'll be leaving again for our final combat training
that will conclude my military training here
for 4 freakin years..

after that i will start the training for my passing out parade..
yeay!~ free education completed, finally..
dip in mechanical aeronautic engineering..
and a secure steady job awaits me..

its not easy to get here..
its not easy being here..

*to my beloved izzati nadzri,
have fun for ya bandung trip, k..
have a safe journey..

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


this evening i played basketball despite my left leg injury..
i ran, i jumped and i laughed..
the doc advised me not to involve with strenuous activities..
but its been awhile since i laughed so much n had lotsa fun..

its not about winning the game..
but its the laughter & joy we had during the game..

thanx everyone..

Friday, May 22, 2009

few last steps.. for a long tough journey..

i shouldn't be saying this since im in military but..
since the final examination, the pressure keep coming continuously...
weeks under the heat of kedah sun-drenched weather..
followed by 8,10,12,14,16km of running with heavy loads on my body over 10kg..
and another few more days in the jungle..

my left leg just recovered..
im not sure if i could face it and survive..

all the best, syahmin!
may the force be with me..
yea.. of course, since im in the air force..

and when its all over..
i will be preparing for my big day..
commissioned by his majesty..
an officer in the air force..
and a steady job finally..

"an officer and a gentleman"
thats what they keep telling us
here at the officers training centre..
poyo siot~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

-leaving on a military truck-

so tomorrow i'll be leaving for a military stuff i wont have to mention over here..
the first time i wont be contacting her for a day or more since we became an item..

i'll be back by friday so i hope she will be fine without me..
dont be sad.. have fun..
i'll be back..
i promise..

Saturday, May 2, 2009

i feel like screaming but i dont know why...
like too many things on my mind i dont wanna think about but i have to..
just let me shout.. let me scream.. let me curse..
like a silent volcano waiting to explode..
why? why? why?
is it because of simple little things i ignored as i always did?
this is not me.. definitely not me..'